Hi everyone! I’ve been very busy this past few weeks so I haven’t been able to blog. One reason that I’ve been very busy is because I’ve been working on getting a new job. Hopefully, I’ll get it very soon.Well, I’m already in the process of getting it but still waiting for the background check and I’m good to go. For now I work 8 hours a day but if i get this second job for sure.I’ll probably cut my hours to 4 on the current job and then work 8 hours to this new job that I wanna be in because they pay much better….so that’s a total of 12 hours a day! Wow, that’s gonna be so tough! Well, who says it’s gonna be so easy when you have two jobs? hahahahaha it’s really gonna be so so hard but I have to do it so I can save lots of $$$$.Anyway, we just had our Halloween party at work yesterday and we had a contest for making Halloween food.I don’t really celebrate Halloween but I did the cake anyway so I can participate in the contest.So what I did was I copied what Blair did on one of her videos, she’s a popular make up guru on YouTube. Check her out if you wanna see her Halloween cake. So it’s obvious I made a chocolate cake right? hahahaha. I can say I really love how it turned out.It’s so so nice to look at, seriously if you see it in real,it looks creepy but the picture doesn’t do any justice. I know i’m loving my own creation but it really does look good.Ok, I wanna share how I made it. First you need a cake mix, chocolate icing, an Oreo, ghost marshmallow, Milano cookies for making a tombstone, plastic spiders and skeleton for decoration. Now when you’re done gathering all the stuff you need.You gotta bake the cake mix first and once it’s cook, gotta spread the chocolate icing all over the cake and on top of the icing spread the smashed Oreo, ( you gotta take out the Oreo cream individually and smashed it).Now put all the decorations and that’s it! Now you have a creepy cake! So fast and easy! Alright, that’s about it for today….sorry this is just my short update ahehehe. I’ll talk to you on my next post! Good luck if you’re making the cake!

It’s so sad and painful when you love someone with all your heart and neglected you over and over again….yet you still find the courage to love him over and over again despite his shortcomings. Makes me wonder why Love is so difficult for someone to do or show. It doesn’t make sense at all. Still you have no choice but to move on and live your life without his presence…One important thing you can do is pray to God and hope He will change his ways forever.
Why oh Why?
- I never thought by loving someone so much and wanting his time, I am being SELFISH and CONTROLLING?
- His friends is more important than me as his wife.I thought your other half is supposed to be the most important?
- He likes to spend more time away from me.
- He doesn’t take me anywhere.
- He doesn’t care about my feelings….
- He’s very insensitive.
- He doesn’t even txt or call.
- and so on….
- The only answer is He doesn’t love me anymore….
