“Happiness starts with you. Not with your relationships, not with your job, not with your money, but with you.”
So starting today, I will start to choose being happy. I will love myself and do the things that will make me happy. Because Happiness is not the absence of problems, it’s the ability to deal with them. Positive mindset creates positive life and goodvibes! Smile and smile some more because God is good! Thank you Lord for giving me strength and for loving me. Moving on it is!
”Maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is… just… moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”
14 years later, my life become such a joke! I don’t know what I did to ever deserved this kind of hurting? The love I’ve known to be unconditional love has vanished forever without me knowing. Not even a tiny bit of trail left! Not even a warning that it will come to an end. How could this be? I gave my all, my love, my pride, my dignity, my whole self! I don’t understand why it wasn’t enough? Why so easy to leave? I didn’t ask for too much…all I wanted was to be loved, To be wanted, to be your one and only. I was patient enough, didn’t I? I think I was more than patient. I gave you enough time, I waited for years… I was hoping that you’ll change. But little did I know back then, those years of waiting was your time of planing to leave and forgetting me. Those years of waiting was the years you spent moving on. Why left me out when you decided to stop trying? Why you didn’t tell me it’s so hard for you? Why giving up is your only choice? Was our love not worth a chance? God, knows I tried everything, I begged to make this marriage work but all I got was your silence. A painful silence to hear… A decision I have no choice to make. It was already given by your own choice. Now I have to sacrifice my happiness for you because you are that happiness. You are the love of my life I’ve promised God to be with forever. So please understand why Letting go of you takes everything in me. It’s not that easy because I love you. But You are free now, I hope you are happy….at least one of us is happy.
The Name: Neren aka Ina The Age: 30 yrs. on earth The Beauty: 100% Filipino The Birth Month: September The Star sign: Libra The Education: College Grad. The Strength: God & Family The Status: Complicated