I MISS YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS!
I’ve been thinking a lot and I realized that I have nothing to hold on anymore. I can’t be bitter and miserable because someone has left me during the darkest time of my life. I should make it as my inspiration to get up and be strong. To show that I can make it on my own. It’s sad because I would have done anything for that person but it’s okay. I understand that he is only doing the right thing. I can’t keep hoping that he’s gonna come back because it’s already obvious that he’s not. So now it’s time to move on and let go. I won’t deny it that it’s gonna be so hard, that it’s gonna break my heart every single day. It’s not gonna be an easy road but everything will be okay in the end. I know it won’t always be like this. Someday, someone will come into my life, someone that God created just for me. Someone that will love me forever and makes me happy. Until then, I just have to fix my situation, myself and my heart. I gotta be strong! So thank you for everything and for those short but happy months. You will always be in my heart. I wish for your safety and happiness. Thank you once again!