Hi everyone! I’ve been very busy this past few weeks so I haven’t been able to blog. One reason that  I’ve been very busy is because I’ve been working on getting a new job. Hopefully, I’ll get it very soon.Well, I’m already in the process of getting it but  still waiting for the background check and I’m good to go. For now I work 8 hours a day but if i get this second  job for sure.I’ll probably cut my hours to 4 on the current job and then work  8 hours to this new job that I wanna be in because they pay much better….so that’s a total of 12 hours a day! Wow, that’s gonna be so tough! Well, who says it’s gonna be so easy when you have two jobs? hahahahaha it’s really  gonna be so so hard but I have to do it so I can save lots of $$$$.Anyway, we just had our Halloween party at work yesterday and we had a contest for making Halloween food.I don’t really celebrate Halloween but I did the cake anyway so I can participate in the contest.So what I did was I copied what Blair did on one of her videos, she’s a popular make up guru on YouTube. Check her out if you wanna see her Halloween cake. So it’s obvious I made a chocolate cake right? hahahaha. I can say I really love how it turned out.It’s so so nice to look at, seriously if you see it in real,it looks creepy but the picture doesn’t do any justice. I know i’m loving my own creation but  it really does look good.Ok, I wanna share how I made it. First you need a  cake mix, chocolate icing, an Oreo, ghost marshmallow, Milano cookies for making a tombstone, plastic spiders and skeleton for decoration. Now when you’re done gathering all the stuff you need.You gotta bake the cake mix first and once it’s cook, gotta spread the chocolate icing  all over the cake and on top of the icing spread the smashed Oreo, ( you gotta take out the Oreo cream individually and smashed it).Now put all the decorations and that’s it! Now you have a creepy cake!  So fast and easy! Alright, that’s about it for today….sorry this is just my short update ahehehe. I’ll talk to you on my next post! Good luck if you’re making the cake!

Why oh Why?

• I never thought by loving someone so much and wanting his time, I am being SELFISH and CONTROLLING?
• His friends is more important than me as his wife.I thought your other half is supposed to be the most important? 
• He likes to spend more time away from me.
• He doesn’t take me anywhere.
• He doesn’t care about my feelings….
• He’s very insensitive.
• He doesn’t even txt or call.
• and so on….
• The only answer is He doesn’t love me anymore….

My biggest accomplishment this year is being a certified CNA! I was so happy I made it! I thought I will never be one because it’s a big responsibility but I was wrong.I strive hard and forced myself to the limit.I was working and at the same time went to school everyday and it was really really hard and stressful.I thought I can’t do it because I’ve never done this in my whole life.Work and school together? Oh no! But no matter what the situation is… I just told myself, I gotta get through this for the first step of my future.So I did it and I pass everything including my license and CPR.Thank God and to myself for doing such a good job!  I guess when you really want something in your life and you earn your own money and pay your own school, you are more focus and determined to pass the class than everything being handed to you for free. Well, that just for me because when I was still in the Philippines I was one of those lucky one that grows up being spoiled and handed everything for free from my parents and I’m so so thankful for that.But I’m having a hard time here in America because of that. Here, you gotta be independent and do your own thing by yourself most of the time.Everything changes, seriously, I have to work my ass off to get what I want hahahaha. Anyway, enough about that…Just thought of sharing this experience. I love being a CNA and I take pride of helping others specially to those who are old and disabled.I can say I have such a good heart and is willing to help others that’s why I become a CNA. So yeah, that’s about it for today lol. Don’t wanna keep talking and talking until my post become nonsense hahahah. But  you know what, I think I will slowly open up my life here more often.It seems like I’ve been holding back so much before but now I will treat this as my diary. Alright, goodnight everyone! I will update again soon! Take care and God bless! Big hugss!!

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I give the best of my heart uncritically to someone who hardly think about me in return.

It’s alright, I’m okay, I think God can explain…

I believe I’m the same,

I get carried away,

It’s alright, I’m okay

I think God can explain,

I’m relieved, I’m relaxed,

I’ll get over it yeah…

I think God can explain

By:  The Splender
I don’t own the video. Credit to whoever made it!

]]> http://www.n3r3n.com/its-alright-im-okay-i-think-god-can-explain/feed/ 0 http://www.n3r3n.com/my-27th-birthday-update/ http://www.n3r3n.com/my-27th-birthday-update/#comments Sat, 15 Oct 2011 07:57:11 +0000 admin http://www.n3r3n.com/?p=3544 Aloha Everyone! I celebrated my Birthday one day in advance because my husband has to work on my actual birthday.Here’s what happened…On the day of my Birthday Celebration. I was working til 2:30 p.m but i didn’t get out til 3 pm because I had to do a little grocery inside the store. Not only that but I also went to Costco and pick up some orders.When I was On my way to Costco, I was rushing because I need to get home as soon as possible.But I was not driving to the point where I was speeding.I didn’t know  there’s was a long traffic to that route I was in.I was basically on the same road for 30 to 45  minutes! Seriouslyyy?! Omg, I was really pissed off.I couldn’t get out because there’ s only two lanes and the road was full. I had no choice but to wait. After the long wait, I went straight to Costco and did a little grocery again,picked up my orders, paid the cashier and left as fast as I could. I decided to take a different route so I got home a little faster. I unloaded my grocery all by myself and started cooking.I was thankful, my husband came home 10 minutes later and offered me to help. I also had a friend  Allen who came to help. He was my classmate when I took the CNA program. Anyway, moving on. We were cooking as fast as we can because the party will start at 6pm. Good thing my friends started showing up around 6:30 pm but still I was not even ready. I still have to shower and all. Omg, I was late to my own party! All my friends were waiting for me. I got out from the bedroom not until 7:30pm. So ashamed but what else can I do. I did most of the job.All in all, I had so much fun. I got a little drunk too hahahah. We did karaoke, and chika chika hahahaha.The only missing was my family. I wish they were here. But it’s ok…maybe someday soon.Even tho. my Birthday was very hectic and didn’t turned out the way I wanted it to be, I’m still thankful because all the people I want in my Birthday party showed up and made me so so happy. They only sad thing is I am another year older but it’s okay ahehehe I’m wiser, and more grateful to God every day. So yeah that was my advance 27th Birthday Celebration. The next day which is my actual day, All i did was sleeping and resting and eating hahahaha. All in all, I had a wonderful Birthday. Oh before I forget, I wanna say Thank you sooo much for the sweet Facebook msgs and to those who came and celebrated my birthday. I had so much fun guys!! Y’all made my day much much more special. I Love y’all!!!

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