Again, I went to the apartment office and signed some more papers today and now I have nothing else to do but wait for the final approval. I really hope I get it because I don’t wanna go through all over the process again.Plus I have so much to do like packing and job hunting. My emotions is like roller coaster, one minute I am happy and excited then suddenly I get sad and nervous. I guess that’s normal because of what I am going through. But for the most part I am hopeful and excited. That’s a good thing right? Being positive! LoL Anyway, I miss him… LoL Stupid me I know! I gotta forget and focus on myself right now but I can’t help it! I hope he is doing well and happy. Yeah, I’m sure he is! Why does my heart become so stupid sometimes?! Poking my head! Someday love will come my way once again! Gotta be hopeful and have faith that God will provide! Amen to that! Alright, I am going to make something to eat now and relax, Take care everyone and God bless!
Application and holding deposit was submitted last Saturday and now just waiting for the final approval. They told me that I am partially approved and somewhere in the first week of November I can move in. I am hoping and praying because I wanna get this moving over with! I am not stressing out because everything is under control. I just need some things and one thing for sure is my bed so I bought that one already. I still need a toaster, vacuum, bed sheets, blankets, pillows, pillow cases, and I don’t know if I need a microwave? They said it’s bad for your health but I think I’ll get one. It’s probably the last thing I’ll get. I’m so nervous but excited! I know it’s gonna be hard but with God I know I can make it. I am thinking I am gonna be alone during the holidays but it’s okay, I am used to being alone. Good thing I’ll have 8 days of vacation woohoo! So perfect that third week of December until January 3 I am off work! I’ll use that time to spend with myself and Teddy, reflect and really think about my life, what went wrong and what I can do to change and of course create goals and dreams. I won’t be that lonely because Teddy is with me yay! Love love him! He is my sunshine! So yeah, that’s about it for today and I’ll go and sleep some more. I’ll update again soon! Take care everyone and God bless!