Regardless of how and where you might end up, starting over is not easy. Starting fresh may seem attractive to some, but for most of us it is a very difficult place to be. You forgotten what it is like to begin again. You grew so used to your life (your comfort zone) and the way it flowed, You don’t even sure how to handle waking up not knowing what to do. But I urge not to give up! A new life is out there for you. Yes, You have so much work to do and no it won’t be easy, but I know you can do it. You can build yourself a new life again. It is probably hard to see now, but often when we are forced to rebuild our lives, we find strength by picking up the pieces. So prepare yourself and move on, move on somewhere you can’t see him and start there. God will find a way. Just trust in Him fully.
Don’t be so hard on your self. Our lives are difficult and our loss are unbearable sometimes. So grieve, and struggle, and you will find your way back on your own terms and in your own way. Good luck!
“Sometimes it’s hard to put our feeling into words.”
I started drawing again last night – the first time after over 10 years. Not that good but I’m learning. I never really even think of going back to drawing again but when I tried to write my feelings, I cant seem to find words. So I guess drawing is another option of letting our emotions out.It’s so hard when you’re at a lost for words. Aaahhh life gets tougher and tougher everyday and my heart is not healing at all. Not even a bit! I keep praying and praying but I still feel the same. It’s so agonizing and frustrating! I can’t believe how hard it is to move on! I know it takes time but not even a little progress? Ahhhh I hate this!!! ._.
Almighty Father, pleaseeee when life feels more brutal than beautiful remind me of this promise… “He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” Rev. 21:4 – Tragedy should not be the thing that makes me question your existence, God. Instead make it the thing that reminds me of just how much I need You everyday… -In Jesus’ name, Amen!