When you’re married…Do you have to always understand your significant other? Do you have to always forgive whatever he does to you even when it hurts? Do you have to forget your self worth just because you love him? Do you? Because I do but i want to change. I want to not love him anymore, i want to not be with him anymore, I want to just forget about him. I want to just go home and be with my family and friends who loves me unconditionally.I am really disappointed and hurt and depressed for so long now.I don’t like my life here, i don’t like the way he disrespect me all the time.I never thought this is my life here, i was happy when i was still in the Philippines.I may not have a significant other there but i was happy and contented.Because nobody hurts me emotionally and physically.Nobody is treating me like shit there.Ever since I got here in the U.S. I’ve lost my self worth but I want it all back now, i want my life back.Even though i am already married I still hope that someday somehow there is someone out there who will love me unconditionally.Someone who care’s about me and NOT disrespect my whole being.Is that wrong for me to feel? I never wanted to feel this way but if you’re in my situation you probably left him now.I don’t know why I’m still here, maybe because I’m stuck, i can’t do anything.I hope someday i will be free.
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Posted by N3r3N 
Aug 10, 2009 
Aug 10, 2009
wooah. i thought yer still single sis. try to talk to him and express what you really feel about your relationship. Do you still love him? If you does, try to give him another chance. Then if he’s still like that i guess its the right time to let him go. goodluck.
Aug 10, 2009
Joni: Thank you sa comment sis.Married na me ahehehehe.I tried telling him how I’m feeling pero hard headed kasi cya.He always gets his way all the time at palagi cya ang right at ako ang palaging mali. Ewan ko ba intay nalang me makapag ipon para maka uwi sa Pinas at makapag relax.Thank you again sa comment sis hugs~ Take care and God bless~
Aug 10, 2009
patient neren, i do believe, somewhere out there do love and care about you, and that its your family and friend…try talk to him and express how you feel about that situation,if it doesn’t work,well its up to you to decide about that kind of situation…may god bless you and help you…hang on neren
Aug 10, 2009
Aug 10, 2009
Great advice from all above.
If you truly feel that your partner is destroying you, does not respect you and you have tried to discuss this with him and he still shows no respect….then you must make a decision. Your ability to be happy is very important to your life and to who you are. If he cannot be a true partner to you hen he is deceiving you and is not applying his marriage vows.
It is very hard to move to another country away from all of the people that have loved you unconditionally.
I do not know how long you have been married or away from family so it is hard to share my thoughts except that your happiness is important…do not ever let anyone tell you different.
Aug 12, 2009
I love you and i miss you sooo much always couz. Take care and God Bless you always *big bear hugs and kisses*
Aug 14, 2009
Genefaith: Thank you for your comment.I do appreciate it so much.I agree on your comment.Prayer is very powerful and is the best thing we can do.Take care my friend and have a nice day!
Aug 14, 2009
Karen: Hi couz, where have u been? Omg ur MIA for the past few days now hmmm.Anyway, thank you for the comment and i hope he realizes too.Take care and i miss you, i love you and God bless you always! Hugssssssss*
Aug 14, 2009
DorothyL: Thank you soo much for your comment.I always appreciate all the comments u do for me.And yes i felt like my partner is destroying me, making me feel unworthy and unhappy sigh…We’ve been married for 1 year and 6 months now and I’ve been away from my family for almost 2 years.I hope that one day he will realize before its 2 late….
Aug 14, 2009
Rizal: Thank you my friend for the comment.And yes I already expressed how i felt but he’s a hard headed person with a cold heart.I hope he will realize someday soon.Take care my friend and God bless!